不合适

在很久以前,喜欢过一个,或许再准确一点的说,爱上过一个人,当然了,那是一个女生.

 
貌似我们总引以为自豪的把那样的经历叫做初恋之类的东西,而又有那么不自然的感觉在心里告诉我,错了,单恋而已.
 
多年以后,我们重新见到彼此,我们可以重新把对方叫做朋友,我们可以重新一起回忆过去的事情,然而即使在身边更换了个角色和称呼,为什么有一种的心跳的感觉,在每一次看到她的微笑.我把这样的感觉告诉自己的死党,他只是警告:危险的关系从莫名其妙的误会开始,并一直伴随着危险且不知道何时的结束.你和她并不合适.
 
多年以来,一直有人在身边提醒着我这样或者那样的不合适,貌似我所做的基本上都是不合适的,可却又那么相信并给自己自信去做那些事情.合适还是不合适,这个从来只是别人给我考虑的问题,我仿佛从未疑问过自己.这么多年以来,每次想到过去的时候,心痛是习惯了的事情,我做错了很多事情,而我得到了很多的经历.总是在羡慕别人的安逸或则热情,回过头来居然也发现了自己的伟大和珍贵.我想我还是应该继续坚持,有时候所做的并不是在期望得到什么象样或者期待中的回报,只是希望自己,和自己爱(不是喜欢)的人过的好一些,然而在这之中,能让自己的心平安,或许才是最重要的.
 
不合适,在错误的地点和错误的时间遇到一个你爱的人;不合适,在觉得正确的地点和时间,去爱上一个别人的人;不合适,不管时间和地点正确与否,于我而言,不应该再在乎合适与否的问题,时间已经告诉了你,在这样胡思乱想是多么的不合适了.佛主曰:放下.那么我就应该放下,只是可惜的是:能放下,并不代表能忘记.

 

水思源,永远做一个有思想的人,即使你不会有大成就,钱也会足够花
 
                                                           大与不傻,先看你会不会装傻。
1.学会生存 . 2.事要先做人.           3.多恭听,少说话.    4.要勤劳节俭 -防止腐败,堕弱      5.耐孤寂    
                              
                      6.色字头上一把刀-要禁色禁欲           7.时刻定位自己.
 
                                                                        8.取长补短 -发挥优势.       9.结一切可以团结的力量.

火柴的故事

有一根火柴闲着没事干就挠自己的头,挠着挠着就把自己挠着了
火灭了,它被送到医院,然后出来之后就变成棉签了

Never Gone

Never Gone
BSB
I really miss you
There’s something that I gotta say  
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that’s good in me I owe to you  
Though the distance that’s between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us  
Deep inside I know you are …  
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we’ve gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life  
Never gone
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you’re not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you’ve shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we’ve gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone from me
If there’s one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Everyday
 Every step along the way
Even though for now we’ve gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are 
Always close
everyday
Every step along the way
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are…

奶奶一路走好

六月二十八日晚九点三十 奶奶走了